I Cry.

I realize I may be being selfish.

It may be the hormones.

But I cry.

Honestly, I feel ashamed.

But I want a girl.

I love my boys, wholeheartedly.

And yet I still do not feel complete.

I don't mind having boys, I love my boys .. yet there is still part of me missing.

I wish I was better with words to explain my thoughts.

Boys, just know mommy loves you .. and could never love any other more.

I don't want any different. I just hope to add to this family one day. I know my boys will be amazing big brothers to a little sister. And I'm dying for hair bows, tutu's, pink clothes, headbands, polka dots, ruffles, and of course someone to shop with me one day when I'm older and my boys are off playing golf with their daddy. Now why can't I have that? Selfish? I don't know. Just wanting what I can't have.

Oh BOY!

We're having another BOY!!!! Apparently Brandon and I really are pros at making boys. Need to know how, just ask! Glad I like boys since I'm completely out numbered!! We got 5 pics of our little man but I only uploaded 2 since my computer is acting crazy lately.

Baby weighed 10 oz. Due date was 3 days ahead which was on January 24th. But that means nothing to them since it's close they keep it at January 27th. Jackson's ultrasound went the same way and we had him 12 days early.

The tech showed us parts accidentally and asked if we wanted to know and I said, "Not if it's a boy" so she went away from the parts real quickly, so we knew. We looked at everything else first and then at the end I asked if she was done and she said she would show us if we wanted to know. Being that I felt like we already knew we had her show us. She wrote it out for us .. although we KNEW. There has been NO denying are boys are boys.

HERE WE GO AGAIN!!! (wondering now will there ever be a 4 makes 6?)



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