Going Insane or Completely Normal?!

My throat hurts from hollering at my kids all day, mainly Carson, my 3 year old. I've gave spankings, gave timeouts, and yelled, a lot. Probably too much.

I'm seriously considering:

1. Putting Carson in Preschool/daycare and possibly getting myself another job.

Or ..

2. Taking Xanax .. or something of the sort.

And I swear I'll be back soon to add pictures (lots of pictures) Halloween, Mountains and belly!

Right now I'm doing this:




Painting brick is MUCH harder than I ever thought. And much more time consuming than I imagined. What I thought I would get done in one day may take all week. Anyway, I'm getting it done.