I'm back. I went through a little (maybe 2 week) phase where I needed company by someone constantly. I didn't want to be alone and that is totally not me at all. I'm a HUGE homebody. Well, I'm just realizing I'm back. I've had my phone on silent for days. I haven't left the house since Sunday and it's Wednesday. My daddy's in the hospital and I feel terrible but I haven't even gone to see him. I have huge issues where I just can't get out of the house. I've been like this my whole life. For my kids sake, and the fact that we have nothing to drink other than milk in the fridge, we're getting out of this house today!!